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I'm back again 2.0

 Now I have not been keeping up with this blog or blog dairy at all but hopefully, this time I'm coming back to post more frequently...hopefully. Now as you see or nobody is ever gonna see this lol but I decided to change my blog theme to something different, it's not all dark and emo anymore lol but a change is needed for this blog tbh. I am also not going to post in a certain schedule or every day but I am also not going to neglect this blog and then come back like 6 months later. So like I said I'm going to post more frequently.  These past few months have been just stress and training and, I just really needed a break from everyone and everything. I sometimes wish I have enough money to move out and afford a house but shit I have to work again. I'm gonna use this blog to share what has happened this past 6 months and post separate blogs for separate situations. Hope you will enjoy my future blogs and have a good day.  - j

So I Got A Job

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     Basically, what the title says, I actually applied for two jobs and got hired on both. I got hired in Jack in The Box and this pie bakery store. I have no experience in working so both of those jobs are basically my first experience of work. My first day was on Thursday for both, I went to Jack in the box first then the bakery store. I didn't really do anything for JITB, only online training but for my second job, it was hell. I had to do a lot of work cleaning and my back was hurting, I was also very tired because I had only 2 hours of sleep the night before so that day was fucking tiring but you know it was only my first day and again I have no job experience. I also have no car and can't drive so I took the bus and on the bus home, I cried cause of how hard it was, yes complain all you want to me because I am kind of a lazy person. However, my mum was right about how work is hard and it's an endless repeat for money but I'm just doing this for about 5-6 months b

A Letter To My 13 Year Old Self

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      Whatever your going through right now, you'll get over it eventually. I would say that it does get better but it will be more better if you just try. You have so much ahead of you, stop worrying about the future and everything because your literally still a damn kid, your still growing. Please stop trying so hard to fit in and flex on all of your cool clothes and shit, you're literally in middle school. The attention seeking is not worth your time. Also you smoking weed doesn't make shit any better too, although you will get caught many times by it haha.  For that girl that you are madly in love with, trust me she is not the one. She may be your first love but she isn't your last. I understand you are heartbroken but it's your overthinking and ego that is making you feel heartbroken so stop blaming and getting mad at her because this is all on you. I know you want that one girl in your life that you want forever and is afraid to move on because you can't l

I'm Back (Life Update)

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      Soooo I haven't blogged for about 8 months now because I wasn't feeling like blogging anymore and I got bored but I am back wanting to blog again and document my life events. Hopefully this time I will make a commitment to blogging. However, these past couple of months have just been a bit of a rollercoaster lately but also boring.  First off I graduated high school...whoo yay! and from my last couple of posts, yes I still never walked but I did watch the ceremony for my friend and give lei to some of my classmates. The ceremony was boring tbh. but did you know that I'm a cum laude? How surprising is that? because I literally didn't even put effort into my work and I did cheat a bit during my online classes LOL. During the summer, I literally did not do anything. I was bored at home just watching TikTok and playing with my dogs. Literally, no fun stuffs because I am that boring. I also wasn't trying hard to find a job but it was all because of me being so burn

This Girl Named E

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Falling in love is simple and uncomplicated at first, but it quickly becomes overpowering. Your emotions go out of control, and you begin to overthink and become angry or envious. That's normal when you have a crush. My favorite part about having a crush is that you get to appreciate and get to know someone regardless of whether they like you or not. However, expectations arise, and this is when overthinking and insanity set in. People need to understand that you love someone for who they are, not what you expected them to be. One of the things that bother me is when someone likes you but you like them back at the wrong moment which I am experiencing right now and that's what I'm going to talk about in this blog Let's name her E. I have a friend. She's from California, the same age as myself, but one grade below me due to being held back. We met on an app called 'moon,' or something like that, I honestly don't remember. However, we began communicating on

Baby Chick... Again

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So I have a new baby chick, this time it isn't injured. Now, my mum got it because it was being left alone and she didn't want it to get eaten by the cat. Yes, I'm calling it an "it" because it's too young for us to know the gender yet. We're treating this baby chick pretty well and so I think we're doing well.  Here's a picture of it (btw I'm naming it Chic Fil A)         SO ADORABLEEEEE!!!! 

RIP BABY CHICK

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 So my mum saved a chick that was injured because a cat tried to eat it. Long story short, we fed the chicks some rice and water but it ended up dying 24 hours later. It was just so much in pain. It lived a long life but long enough to see the world.  RIP BABY CHICK.