It's been about a month. Maybe it takes more time but I'm slowly realizing that it isn't worth the wait anymore. I don't wanna wait for few more months, or years or even decades. I may sound impaitent but I think it's best for me to just let go of this and move on. This obession has turn me into something I hate. And if there's ever a chance it will work, I'll keep moving on with life.
If time ever erases us, I vow to leave fingerprints in the stars, so the cosmos itself remembers: I belonged to you- before names, before fate, before the world knew we existed.