WorldoVisions

my heart wants what it wants. but it will never accept the reality. 

I want to run away... or as they say "M.I.A."  But I can't.  I'm afraid to be alone even though I've been lonely for so long. I'm afraid of change but I want the pain to be taken away.  I'm just here stuck in this rot.  I can't get up since it's too much.  I'm slowly fading as the flames gets bigger.

I don’t long for death or reach for life, each day simply arrives and leaves. I breathe not to live, but because I haven’t stopped.

If evil never touched the soul, would goodness even have a goal?

I cannot dream, I cannot hope. Even if I wish upon the stars. You're the ghost that drags me into eternity  And I am death that waits inside your name. 

you preach God and love yet you look down upon on others and lie about others. i've lost respect for you a long time ago. i'm only acting fake to you because i know you have been doing the same since the beginning. 

I am going to come out and be honest about one thing first: I don't believe cheating is acceptable. No one should be lied to, cheated on, and hurt the way that's done. It's one of the worst gut punches emotionally someone can get, and I don't want that for anyone. But with that being said, love—and life—is very dirty sometimes. And sometimes there just aren't moments when things aren't so black and white. What about the person who's been emotionally starved for years, pleading for love, only to be met with coldness or silence? What about the partner who's been gaslit, manipulated, or belittled every day, yet stays because they've been made to believe they have nowhere else to go? Some are in relationships with people who suck the life out of them, and they're alone—even when sleeping next to someone every night. And in those bad, needy, human times, when someone gives them attention, care, or understanding, it can feel like coming up for air afte...

For many years I have experimented with and purchased various spells; however, there has always existed one specific spell I have refrained from buying mostly due to price and feeling it just wasn't worth it. That is, until about two weeks ago, when I simply broke down and bought it. I never thought that I would actually do it, but I felt such a sense of desperation.  Finally, the spell was cast yesterday, and now I wait and see what happens.Whether spells are legit or not, I have spent a lot of money on this, and frankly I don't want to be scammed. Right after the spell was cast, I began thinking about a lot of things and started to wonder if it was worth it. My mindset was shifted enough to begin to feel a little blue and at times over-think things. But what's done is done. Now, I simply have to see what happens next, whether good or bad. I will continue to update if I see any change.