so i casted a spell

For many years I have experimented with and purchased various spells; however, there has always existed one specific spell I have refrained from buying mostly due to price and feeling it just wasn't worth it. That is, until about two weeks ago, when I simply broke down and bought it. I never thought that I would actually do it, but I felt such a sense of desperation. 

Finally, the spell was cast yesterday, and now I wait and see what happens.Whether spells are legit or not, I have spent a lot of money on this, and frankly I don't want to be scammed. Right after the spell was cast, I began thinking about a lot of things and started to wonder if it was worth it. My mindset was shifted enough to begin to feel a little blue and at times over-think things. But what's done is done. Now, I simply have to see what happens next, whether good or bad. I will continue to update if I see any change.