WorldoVisions

     Basically, what the title says, I actually applied for two jobs and got hired on both. I got hired in Jack in The Box and this pie bakery store. I have no experience in working so both of those jobs are basically my first experience of work. My first day was on Thursday for both, I went to Jack in the box first then the bakery store. I didn't really do anything for JITB, only online training but for my second job, it was hell. I had to do a lot of work cleaning and my back was hurting, I was also very tired because I had only 2 hours of sleep the night before so that day was fucking tiring but you know it was only my first day and again I have no job experience. I also have no car and can't drive so I took the bus and on the bus home, I cried cause of how hard it was, yes complain all you want to me because I am kind of a lazy person. However, my mum was right about how work is hard and it's an endless repeat for money but I'm just doing this for about 5-6 months b...

      Whatever your going through right now, you'll get over it eventually. I would say that it does get better but it will be more better if you just try. You have so much ahead of you, stop worrying about the future and everything because your literally still a damn kid, your still growing. Please stop trying so hard to fit in and flex on all of your cool clothes and shit, you're literally in middle school. The attention seeking is not worth your time. Also you smoking weed doesn't make shit any better too, although you will get caught many times by it haha.  For that girl that you are madly in love with, trust me she is not the one. She may be your first love but she isn't your last. I understand you are heartbroken but it's your overthinking and ego that is making you feel heartbroken so stop blaming and getting mad at her because this is all on you. I know you want that one girl in your life that you want forever and is afraid to move on because you ca...

      Soooo I haven't blogged for about 8 months now because I wasn't feeling like blogging anymore and I got bored but I am back wanting to blog again and document my life events. Hopefully this time I will make a commitment to blogging. However, these past couple of months have just been a bit of a rollercoaster lately but also boring.  First off I graduated high school...whoo yay! and from my last couple of posts, yes I still never walked but I did watch the ceremony for my friend and give lei to some of my classmates. The ceremony was boring tbh. but did you know that I'm a cum laude? How surprising is that? because I literally didn't even put effort into my work and I did cheat a bit during my online classes LOL. During the summer, I literally did not do anything. I was bored at home just watching TikTok and playing with my dogs. Literally, no fun stuffs because I am that boring. I also wasn't trying hard to find a job but it was all because of me being so burn...

So I have a new baby chick, this time it isn't injured. Now, my mum got it because it was being left alone and she didn't want it to get eaten by the cat. Yes, I'm calling it an "it" because it's too young for us to know the gender yet. We're treating this baby chick pretty well and so I think we're doing well.  Here's a picture of it (btw I'm naming it Chic Fil A)         SO ADORABLEEEEE!!!! 

 So my mum saved a chick that was injured because a cat tried to eat it. Long story short, we fed the chicks some rice and water but it ended up dying 24 hours later. It was just so much in pain. It lived a long life but long enough to see the world.  RIP BABY CHICK.               

I fell in love with the idea of someone. Being lonely and alone most of your life makes you wanna dream about what type of relationship you have or what you want your dream person to be. When you like someone for a while you start to make scenes in your head that you and them together in a relationship or you would think about how they would act and treat you. Then all of a sudden, when you find out that person isn't who they think they are, you get upset, and then you most likely start to overthink and your emotions are all over the place. I have been there. I had a crush on this girl and fell in love with the idea of her for over 2 years. I literally thought she is the love of my life/soulmate but I was wrong or just blind because we were never together. I even wasn't myself when I was around her, because I wanted both of us to have the same interest so we can date and I had this stupid idea that I can wait for her to love me back but I figured it wasn't worth it. Sometim...