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Dear Muffin, It's been 4 years since we haven't spoken and the truth is that I do miss you sometimes. I know you don't care and don't acknowledge me anymore but I am just writing this as a closure. You were not only my first love but you were my best friend. I cared and loved you even when we both hurt each other in the past. I realized as I grew up, looking at my past makes me think that I was such a close-minded kid back then. I acknowledge my wrongs and I apologize and I also forgive you for everything. I just want to thank you for being part of my life even if it was a little bit because you've impacted so much as a human being and you truly changed me. I know you have someone else now and I'm happy that you're happy. You moved on with your life and that's good for you. I understand you will never talk to me again and that's okay, I'm fine with that. All that matters to me is that we're both at peace. - j ~

        

I went to the other side of the island again but this time it was with my family and family friends. I went to this place called Anini beach, its a very relaxing beach if there weren't that many people. Since it's spring break, there's gonna be a lot of people in certain places and it will be crowded. I didn't swim at all cause I didn't want to so I just sat on the sand watching other people swim and relaxed. I also did drove my toy truck around the beach but just for a little bit because the battery wasn't charged enough. After going to the beach we went to the Kilauea lookout but I didn't go out because I was very tired. Yet, I did buy new earphones at ross and ate at a restaurant for someone's birthday. I didn't do as much today because I had only 4-5 hours of sleep last night. Overall, today was a nice day, going out somewhere and just relaxing.   

 As you can see in the title, yes it's true and you're probably calling me "lame" right now but I don't really care because I am lame. I'm not proud of it of course but I'm also not disappointed. You might be wondering as you're reading this blog, why am I not doing anything for my senior year, my last year. Well, it all comes down to my decisions and for me only.  High school is a time to find new friends, participate in a curricular activity, go to school dances like prom, find colleges, take some AP classes, etc. It is also a time when you lose friends, you find yourself, you are more mature, and you make on your own responsibilities. However, when it comes to senior year, most seniors would make the most out of it. They do anything to make sure they have those moments and make memories because obviously, it's their last year but when it comes to my senior year, I don't make the most out of it and I'm not going to.  The reason why I didn

  Today, I went out with two of my friends. We went from the west side all the way to the north side of the island and let me tell you it was long and tiring. We didn't get to get out of the jeep (yes a jeep) as much because we were driving and just going for a lookout around the island, and to be honest, I didn't really interact that much with them throughout the trip but I didn't mind because I had a good time going out instead of staying home all day. This is one of the moments I am sure grateful for.   Here's a timeline on where we went: 1:09 pm went to check the rich side of the island 1:09 1:30   noice 1:31 being the backseat friend 1:32 it's a goose? 1:39 rocks and river 1:40 this is one of the pictures that i took is nice and what a cave 1:42   and this one too 1:43 more rocks and river 1:46 this is the end of island i assume 1:57 2:34 went to a shopping center bought some stuff 4:05 beach pic 4:17 i had to choose which food place to eat cuz i'm vegeteri

You don't know it, but sometimes I go to a hill  that overlooks the landscape of city lights. For a sip of momentary grace on this brink of everything I know I can gain an eyeful of the last Atlanta in the human soul and a breath that fills up my lungs between the stars. If right now  you were to capture this elation  in the framework of your mind or find transcendence through these wors then at most you would know nothing of the beauty your existence throws to me for mine is a love no experience  not thought, no measure, no words  could ever degrade into reality by virtue degree - Shawn Hunter

  A Silent Voice. Despite this being one of the most popular anime movies and saddest, this has gotta be my number 1 saddest movie of all time out of all of anime and non-anime that I've watched. This movie actually made me cry for days to the fact that I couldn't even breathe. Everything. The animation, the cinematography, the plot, and how it was portrayed was just..beautiful. Although, this movie portrays what's happening real world such as social anxiety, depression, and bullying and it'll make you think about the aspects of life. Cinematography "Remember the past, Improve the Now" If I could describe this movie, it would be "Remember the past, Improve the Now" You see, at the beginning of the movie where it shows them as elementary school kids you can see young Shoya Ishida, one of the main characters bullying a deaf girl named Shouko Nishimiya however other classmates were bullying her also. This causes Shouko to move to another school and S

 This is what happened The past is the past It is what it is It has been done I will accept what has been given to me

  Hello! The name's Jason or you can call me Jay for short. I was born and raised in Hawai'i, currently still in school and planning my future ahead. I am a Filipino trans man (he/him) and I'm currently pre-t. A few things you should know about me is that I have 2 dogs, I play and still learning to play the guitar, ukulele, and piano, I own 5 Funko pops (all of them are Marvel), and I am vegetarian. In my blog, I will write journals, my opinions, my thoughts, and so on. I usually write whatever's as I plan what I am gonna post. I hope you enjoy my blogs!                                            

 why am I suffering in this madness this madness of shame I act upon my will oh regrets from the tame I can't do this anymore my mind speaks for me I let my body be sore and so shall be